my fucking birthday

so it was my bday 2 days ago. it was ok. i only got one thing so far from my dad but i havent seen everyone i care about yet. Deirdre got me something. i love her. shes the greatest to me and i really havent been the greatest. i feel like i've ditched her alot and i feel like really bad. :( i miss her. everything else i've gotten for my bday i bought myself. whatever. im going to the casino today in NY cause the gambling age is 18. i dont wanna stay there long. so i dont think im gonna stay long. im gonna go now. later.

oh yea. i met Chimaria (dunno if i spelt that right) so that was cool. and i got into this deep conversation about conspiracies with the guitar player from Chimaria (Rob Arnold whos a really nice guy) and the lead singer from God Forbid (whos name i cant think of this second) which was cool. so im gonna eat breakfast now. later.